How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?

Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?

Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?

Why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

-Wildheartbeats

JUST A REASON...

"Just tell me the reason,my dear heart,

Why is it,we fell apart

I went to the moon; u ran to the stars,

What is the reason, we went so far

Now that all things are, said & done,

U called from the star & said, “Just for fun”;

If it was for fun, then tell me dear,

What is the thing u & I fear??

What bout the days, months & years,We lived together,

without any fear,

What bout the days we laughed & cried,

You even forgot, we had a “Smile!!”

So I’ll like to end this small story,

With a wish from my heart;I wish the moon & star get together,

And hope that,“We never fell Apart!!"

PAIN WHICH KILLS...

I have cried a million tears

wanting to see me besides you

there is nothing i can say

and nothing yet i can do.

yeah you still want to play

go with every other girl and not stay

yeah it hurts me, crucifies my heart

but u won't understand!

have you once...just once felt the pain?

not of the bruises or the swords

but of the brutal words?

my heart craves for your love

can't you ever be with me?

not hurt till it kills

or is that how it has to be?

my head says to leave you

my friends say, "walk away"

but then you say you love me

and ask, "will you stay?"

I try to leave and i try to stay

my mind is so confused so I just pray...

what do you want just tell me honestly

tell me once that it will be okay...

every night i lie alone

missing you till my heart is blown

I need you...

I want you...

I want you to love me...like I love you.

-Wildheartbeats 

SOMEBODY...

somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams 'bout you every single night.

somebody can't breath without you, its lonely;
somebody sighs; when with you, its lovely.

somebody drowns in you, all day long;
somebody swims in your arms.

somebody is happy coz you're ecstatic;
somebody is dancing to your tune.

somebody hopes that someday you'll see;
that somebody's me...!!!

-Wildheartbeats

Miss you

I hope this poem consolidates what i really couldn't tell... 

Miss you...

I miss you when i wake up,

hoping to see you next to me...while i hold my coffee mug.

I miss you when i go to sleep,

tears roll and make me weep...

Miss you when i wanna fight,

but then wish, you would hold me tight...

Miss you when i want a kiss,

moment which i don't wanna miss...

You asked me once how much i miss you,

and i said,"i can't explain".

now you know how much i do,

these feelings are all true...

I miss you when i am alone,

just wanna sit besides you...

I miss you when in crowd,

still searching for your crown...

I miss you when i am happy,

wanna share my joy with you...

I miss you when i am sad,

and need your shoulder to rest my head...

I miss you when i hear your name,

about your favourite things...

I miss you when i see young hearts together,

and when i get caught in showers...

Each joy reminds me of you,

but sometimes...i just miss you...

-Wildheartbeats