Monday, July 26, 2010

मी प्रेम केलं...

मी प्रेम  केलं...
तुला कधीच न कळालेल 
किती समजावला तुला
पण तु तुझ्याच धुंदीत...
                                  मी प्रेम  केलं...
                                  तुझ्या त्या शब्धांवर 
                                   रात्रीच्या अंधारात बोलत असताना 
                                   माझ्या जीवनाचा प्रकाश समझुन ...
मी प्रेम केलं ...
तुला माझ समझुन,
पण तु  तर सोडून गेलास मला
एक खेळणं समझुन ...

-Wildheartbeats
Sanskrit, is a historical Indo-Aryan language and the primary language of Hinduism and Buddhism. It is known as the mother of all languages in India. it is known as Vedic Sanskrit, with the language of the Rigveda being the oldest and most archaic stage preserved, its oldest core dating back to as early as 1500 BCE. Sanskrit continues to be widely used as a ceremonial language in Hindu religious rituals in the forms of hymns and mantras. Spoken Sanskrit is still in use in a few traditional institutions in India. sanskrit is a difficult language in view of pronunciation of words and grammar; and the regular use of the language as a mother tongue still needs to be developed for frequent uses. But if you can speak sanskrit then it would not be difficult for you to spell out many words from other prominent languages.

     As i had sanskrit for my school subjects along with HINDI, i started taking interest in learning the language more. i appeared for my sanskrit scholarship while in 6th standard. Sanskrit literature shells a rich tradition of poetry and drama as well as scientific, technical, philosophical and Hindu religious texts. we had sanskrit 'shlokas' and 'shubhashitas'; verses conveying an
insight into different aspects of life usually taken from 'Ramayana' or 'Mahabharata' . Below are the few verses or 'shubhashitas' which are very commenly versed yet i would like to share with you all for the sheer reason of reminding the lessons our 'wise' saints are trying to inflict in us.
 
  1. उपकारिषु यः साधुः सधुत्वे तस्य को गुणः ।
    अपकारिषु यः साधुः स साधुरिति कीर्तितः ॥

    MEANING: What is the greatness in doing good for good?Doing good in return of bad is real goodness.

    -Wildheartbeats 

    Tuesday, June 1, 2010

    How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?
    Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?
    Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
    Why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

    -Wildheartbeats

    Sunday, May 23, 2010


    My nautanki Gang :P
    L-R vishal, maithilee, ishan, me, and pooja...the sketcher :)

    a girlfriend who wishes to spend a lil more time with her boyfrined ;)



    :P


    The limits and differentiation of LOVE :D


    ...A 1.6 BILLION DOLLAR QUESTION

    Nobody takes shareholders for a ride-that's the message thta's gone out loud and clears to the owners and promoters of SATYAN COMPUTERS, one of india's biggest and formidable IT companies. A corporate fiasco that began as little as a day ago has ended abruptly with the Board of Satyam throwing in the towel against a vastly growing majority of their own shareholders. satyam's decision to acquire MAYTAS INFRA LIMITED was a very difficult decision to swallow for the shareholders. questions were asked about the need of the acquisition. more importantly, how exactly was the company justified in spending a lot of money on a family owned company?
    satyam knew that they would not in any way have it easy in acquiring Maytas-an infrastructure company owned and operated by members of the same family that also runs Satyam computers.Satyam did in fact play a safe and announced the Maytas acquisition plan a day earlier late in the evening after the markets had closed because had they done so a few hours earlier the stock would have been hammared.
    nonetheless, the stock was hammered anyway and the impact of the announcement had the uppermost management of Satyam in crisis control mode. Satyam's stock listed on the New York Stock Exchange was beaten down by half its market value.
    fearing the same reaction a few hours later on the Indian stock markets, satyam's home bourses; the company immediately realized the extent of the damage they had caused and announced that they had decided to drop the plan to acquire maytas.
    shareholder oppositon to the maytas acquistion has been eminent for quite a while but their to the company's enforcement was definitely underestimated by satyam.
    right from the morning of december 17, 2008 saytam's shareholders; big investment, mutual fund houses and average small investors systematically dumped their shares and continued to do so even after they learnt that the maytas acquisition plans had been cancelled.
    there was definitely no need for satyam an IT company to acquire maytas-as infradevelopement company. the fact that it was a family owned company that would cost 1.6 billion dollars to satyam made things worse. if satyam indeed felt the need to diversify into other fields, then many other choices were available.
    shareholder outcry has now forced ramalinga raju to roll back the plan for satyam to acquire two firms owned by his family for as much as $ 1.6 billion, but the affair has brought corporate governance in family-run enterprises into focus. even after the reversal of fortunes of the indian IT sector, it is puzzling that the senior management and the board of directors were not able to foresee shareholder reaction to this deal. ramlinga raju had worked over this deal for over a month and few claim that the senior management did not have any idea of what was going on. if the senior management was kept in dark, then the officials at satyam should have at least realized that question would be asked about an IT company buying a real esstate company, especially if they are owned by blood relaives.
    according to nawshir mirza, formerly with Ernst & Young, and now an independent director on various Tata group companies, "Even if the articles of association permits a company to carry out an activity and it has never done it before, the company should seek shareholder approval."
    furthermore he says "the companies act mandates that a company have "articles of association" that spell the kind of businesses this firm can do. now, most indian companies make it broad enough to cover most businesses. so generally shareholder approval is not needed. yet, if the deal changes the revenue profile of a company should the shareholder not be consulted? " i think the company should. if a company is changing its risk profile the shareholder should be informed especially if the new activity has never been done by anyone in the company. and the way an IT company manages its business is very different from an infrastructure real esstae company."
    the question in everybody's mind is whether this was a board decision or a promoter decision. it is not clear at this stage that the independent directors erred. only a proper investigation would show that. there are some reports that a proper vote was not taken.
    it's been an episode that has definitely embarrassed Satyam and has once again raised the question of corporate governance. Satyam in fact went ahead and said that they did not even needed shareholder approval to acquire Maytas. it's been this attitude that's led to the fall in their share price.


    NOTE This article was written before the Satyam scam was uncovered.

    Friday, April 30, 2010

    JUST A REASON...

    "Just tell me the reason,my dear heart,
    Why is it,we fell apart
    I went to the moon; u ran to the stars,
    What is the reason, we went so far
    Now that all things are, said & done,
    U called from the star & said, “Just for fun”;
    If it was for fun, then tell me dear,
    What is the thing u & I fear??
    What bout the days, months & years,We lived together,
    without any fear,
    What bout the days we laughed & cried,
    You even forgot, we had a “Smile!!”
    So I’ll like to end this small story,
    With a wish from my heart;I wish the moon & star get together,
    And hope that,“We never fell Apart!!"

    QUICK FACTS ON ATMs

    1.according to estimates, there are 1.7 million ATM'S in the world.
    2. it is believed that a new ATM is installed every five minutes globally.
    3. India has around 40,000 ATM'S.
    4. public sector banks alone have around 30,000 ATM'S in India. the rest belongs to the private sector and foreign banks.
    5. deployment of an ATM requires an investment between Rs 6 lakh and Rs 10 lakh.
    6. Canada has 532 ATM'S per million people, Hong Kong 402, China 66, while India has only 40.
    7. 30 percent of ATM transactions are non-cash.
    8. the ATM industry is projected to witness a CAGR of over 18 percent by 2013.
    9. ATM is one of the TWO few things in the world manufactured on Six Sigma Safety level .The second Being An Aeroplane

    -Wildheartbeats

    Tuesday, April 27, 2010

    TATA JAGRITI YATRA, 2009

    “For me the Journey continues…
    I still feel somewhere deep inside my heart, that some part of my soul is still in that train, in the bathrooms, in those laughs with friends…hoping to reliving the experience, making friends from all across India ...hoping to have that kind of fun again and hoping to be yatri again...!

    Yes, these were the words I said exactly one year before; these were the wishes I wished for too dearly...knowing very little at that time, that my journey really continued through the year. Through ups and downs, learning my way. Implementing things…maturing and living the dream again…! Yes, the dream to reliving the experience, making friends from all across India, having the fun of a lifetime---TATA JAGRITI YATRA.

    I am very much obliged and thankful to TATA group and jagriti sewa sansthan for providing me an opportunity again, to be a part of this Journey and giving me a way to explore rich diversity that we have in India.

    Those, who are still uninitiated to the world of yatris, here’s a sneak peak---
    The Tata Jagriti Yatra aims to promote “Enterprise led Development” by galvanizing young minds. The Yatra is a 9000 km train journey that puts 20-25 year olds in direct contact with successful entrepreneurs who have created a significant impact in their community. By showcasing these role models, the Yatra seeks to demonstrate the power of enterprise in delivering social benefit, employment creation and raising standards of living. Moreover, through the personal stories of these role models, the Yatra intends to inspire the next generation to take up enterprise early in their career. During the Yatra, fifteen role models were visited who were unique in their approach, targeted impact and surroundings in which they place themselves and were studied by a group of at least 20 Yatris. The group was then asked to present its findings to Yatris in the train followed by a critique by the audience. Based on this critique and the experiences of other role models visited, the groups captured their observations.
    Mumbai was the fist energetic place which kickstarted the journey in more ways than one. First glimpse of freshers, first station for waiting (amongst many), and first meeting with (whole new lot of) 400 yatris and then my core group from the Tata Jagriti Yatra team! Unlike last year, where I enjoyed every bit of being a yatri, being a participant; this year, I was going to work as a media co-coordinator with Partha Srinivasan; who was managing media on train. My brand new experience in media!! Thinking of that made my heart pump blood double the normal rate. After lunch came my first ever work assignment-preparing press kits. 1…2…3…150. *phew*. It took me three and half hours to prepare those 150 press kits and finally I took a break. Thought work was easy…
    Ravindra natya mandir was the place where we gathered this time for the registration and induction programme, unlike last year’s IIT powai campus; that would be felt for some time to come. Since then it has been rather interactive with the real India – the wind, the nature, the people, the dust, the uncertainties of rain, and the variation in food provided on board, and the train rattling through various locations ascertained that this is in fact what real India is all about. The reality of Middle India!! From the tribal hinterland of Orissa to the desert town of Tiloniya; from the beautiful backwaters of Kerala, to Delhi, we had it all.
    My work on board was better off, I was delegated for calling the local newspaper and electronic media people, tell them the details about TJY, hold a press conference with them the next day, when we reached the venue; i.e. our next destination enroute. It was fun. new experiences. sometimes down south language was a hurdle. But nevertheless, we communicated. Few yatris who knew Tamil, Malayalam were called to do the talking. Sometimes, I managed in Hindi, English n a bit of broken Tamil, Telegu words which I had learnt till then. Apart from this, I used to manage the breed, tell them their dos and don’ts (sometimes had to bully!!) Make announcements, arrange the presentations, look after dinner setups if we were having a buffet on platform etc. And many a times used to enjoy attention as well! (common, people used to call me ma’am!!!) It has been rightly described in this poem that when you set out on a travel, be prepared to face the unexpected.

    When you set out on your journey to Ithaca,
    Pray that the road is long,
    Full of adventure, full of knowledge.
    The lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
    The angry Poseidon—does not fear them:
    You will never find such as these on your path,
    If your thoughts remain lofty, if a fine
    Emotion touches your spirit and your body.
    The lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
    The fierce Poseidon you will never encounter,
    If you do not carry them within your soul,
    If your soul does not set them up before you.

    Always keep Ithaca in your mind.
    To arrive there is your ultimate goal.
    But do not hurry the voyage at all.
    It is better to let it last for many years;
    And to anchor at the island when you are old,
    Rich with all you have gained on the way,
    Not expecting that Ithaca will offer you riches.
    Ithaca has given you the beautiful voyage.
    Without her you would have never set out on the road.
    She has nothing more to give you.
    And if you find her poor, Ithaca has not deceived you.
    Wise as you have become, with so much experience.





    About the Role Models
    1. Dabbawallas
    Manish Tripathi was energetic and provided the right fuel for the yatris to start thinking in terms of entrepreneurship! And he was loved by all. No exception!! His story is quite real and very doable. The Mumbai Dabbawallas address the basic need of providing healthy home cooked food to office going population of Mumbai, in the process uplifting the Maratha community through employment generation.
    With an average academic qualification of 8th grade and whooping 85% of them being
    Illiterate, they make 4, 00,000 transactions every single day with only 1 error per 1.6
    Million transactions and are Six Sigma and ISO 9001 certified.

    2. Techno Park
    G. Vijayaraghavan, best known for starting Techno Park, India’s first IT Park, is a man who believes in action. He worked at C-DAC, Pune before conceptualizing the novel idea of setting up an IT park. His humility helps him to learn from everyone, starting from a common man to a successful Silicon Valley entrepreneur. Hence as an entrepreneur his advice to all of us is, “Whatever you want to do, do it fast.”

    3. Braille without Borders
    Sabriye, blind and from Germany, went to Tibet after hearing of the terrible
    Circumstances in which visually challenged children lived. Sabriye felt stifled by the
    Constraints on the visually-impaired in Germany and decided to work with others who
    Were facing the same pressures but under much more extreme conditions. While
    Germany did not encourage blind children to explore their capabilities, there was not
    even Braille in Tibet. Sabriye met Paul while in Tibet. They became “dream partners” who together created Braille without Borders and IISE.

    4. Aravind Eye Care
    Aravind Eye Care was the brainchild of Dr. Govindappa Venkataswamy, popularly known as Dr. V, who had served as a commissioner in the Medical Corps of the Indian Army and later as the dean of the Madurai Medical College. It started off as an eleven bed hospital in 1976 that would grow to become one of the largest eye-care institutes in the world. In the due course of development, it has developed everything from cheap intra ocular lenses to a 20 minute-long cataract surgery that allows for a higher volume of surgeries at a lower cost.

    5. Kuthambakkam village
    Kuthambakkam village is an agricultural village located in Poonamallee Union,
    Thiruvallur district of Tamil Nadu. The village, not very distinctive geographically from the millions of villages across the country boasts of this strong social enterprise pioneered by the mammoth efforts of Mr. Elango. It’s a village where a Brahmin lives side by side with a Dalit and where the children of each caste mix freely with each other. This is a village where a woman need not worry about domestic abuse or live through the hardships that go in hand with poverty. R. Elango’s model is now being replicated in
    villages across the country to create a culture of equality and sustainability across the
    country.
    6. Agastya International Foundation
    Agastya International Foundation is an initiative that incorporates fun learning alongside conventional science methods. The focus is on sparking curiosity among students through Innovative Science Education. Agastya was started by Ramji Raghavan, a banker practicing in London, who realized that there was a huge gap in science education between rural and urban children. The organization strives to provide practical science education to rural children through interesting experiments that make learning fun and easy to understand.

    7. Industree Crafts Private Limited (ICPL)
    Industree Crafts Private Limited (ICPL) is a Bangalore based social enterprise working with more than 3000 rural artisans. Industree through its Mother Earth retail stores is a one stop shop in the domain of fashion, food and home. Industree works to establish a link between artisans and market. Industree was established by Neelam Chibber, Poonam Kasturi and Gita Ram in 1994. It was completely a for profit venture then. In the year 2001 a non-profit wing Industree Crafts Foundation (ICF) was established.

    8. Naandi Foundation.
    Naandi Foundation is a non-profit social organization whose primary objective is to eradicate poverty. To achieve this, the foundation works on several critical themes
    Including the creation of sustainable livelihoods, education, mid-day meals, safe drinking water and social research.

    9. Gram Vikas
    A group of students from Madras University formed Young Students Movement for Development (YSMD) to work for the underprivileged. In 1971, 400 student volunteers led by Joe Madiath set up relief camps for the refugees that came to India during independence of Bangladesh. After six months, on 30th October, 1971, a cyclone hit the coastal regions of Orissa. Over 40 volunteers led by Joe Madiath went to Orissa to work in the affected areas. This was the beginning of Joe Madiath’s journey of relief in Orissa. Later, Joe Madiath and his group were invited by the District collector of Ganjam to set up a dairy co-operative for the adivasis of the Kerandimal region. The Behrampur milk producer’s cooperative offered them land to set up the dairy. Joe later stayed in Orissa and worked on lot of areas to provide relief and help to the needy people of the Orissa.

    10. Tata Steel
    The story of Tata Steel Company is a one that traverses beyond business plans, financial acumen and marketing prowess. It is a story about a man who taught the world the art of conducting Business with Conscience. A man who believed that it is not the size of a man in fight that matters, but the size of the fight in the man. The story of the man called Jamshetji Tata.



    11. Goonj
    During a fierce winter, a wander through old Delhi catalyzed the formation of Goonj. Journalist, humanitarian, and most importantly, compassionate citizen, Anshu Gupta, was deeply disturbed when seeing that many people died because lack of proper clothing led to hypothermia. Anshu learned that one man worked to collect the
    Unclaimed dead bodies found in the streets. He also found that the man's daughter slept
    With corpses just to keep their own small bodies warm. Leaving his corporate life, he
    Found the Goonj movement in 1998.

    12. Barefoot college
    Bunker Roy was born in West Bengal and completed his schooling from elite Doon School in Dehradun and graduated in English majors from St. Stephens College, Delhi. It was after serving as a volunteer in drought-stricken Bihar that he realized the pain of rural India and made up his mind to initiate activities for social development He initiated the process by working as an unskilled laborer in the district of Ajmer. The person who taught him the work was from Tiloniya, who convinced him to direct his social efforts for the development of Tiloniya. The world started recognizing his efforts and he went on to win the Arab Gulf Fund for United Nations
    (AGFUND) Award for promoting Volunteerism, World Technology Award for Social
    Entrepreneurship, Schwab foundation for Social Entrepreneurship, NASDAQ Stock
    Market Education Award and Tyler prize. Bunker Roy believed that rural India has lot of
    Potential as it is a huge repository of raw materials. What is required is an enabling
    Environment and investments to help them discover the latent talent and skill they
    already possess.

    13. Okhai
    Okhai is a rural handicrafts development initiative spearheaded by the Tata Chemicals Society for Rural Development (TCSRD) in the Okhamandal region of the Kutch district of Gujarat. It is an organization built entirely of women, who are divided into Mandals or Self Help Groups (SHGs) engaged in different aspects of traditional handicraft design, displaying a unique synthesis of rural handiwork and modern ethos in their fabrics.

    14. Cape Farewell
    The artist David Buckland created Cape Farewell in 2001 to instigate a cultural response to climate change. A small team works alongside partners and collaborators at the centre of an ambitious programme of activity with climate science at its core.
    Cape Farewell has brought together leading artists, writers, scientists, educators and
    media for a series of expeditions into the challenging High Arctic. Together they have
    mapped, measured and been inspired in this environment to challenge climate change.








    ROLE MODEL- NAME OF THE INSTITUTION-PLACE

    MANISH TRIPATHI-DABBAWALLA SYSTEM-MUMBAI

    G.VIJAYRAGHAVAN -TECHNOPARK -TRIVANDRUM

    SABRIYE TENBERKEN & PAUL KRONENBERG IISE,- BRAILLE WITHOUT BORDERS -TRIVANDRUM

    DR. GOVINDAPPA VENKATASWAMY -ARAVIND EYE CARE SYSTEM -MADURAI

    R.ELANGO- KUTHAMBAKKAM VILLAGE- CHENNAI

    RAMJI RAGHAVAN -AGASTYA INTERNATIONAL FOUNDATION-BANGLORE

    NEELAM CHIBBER- INDUSTREE- BANGLORE

    LEENA JOSEPH- NAANDI- HYDERABAD

    JOE MADIATH -GRAM VIKAS -BHUBANESHWAR

    TATA STEEL -TATA STEEL -JAMSHEDPUR

    JAGRITI SEWA SANSTHAN -JAGRITI SEWA SANSTHAN -DEORIA

    ANSHU GUPTA -GOONJ -DELHI

    BUNKER ROY -BAREFOOT COLLEGE -TILONIA

    OKHAI TATA CHEMICALS LIMITED- MITHAPUR


    KEY THEMES IN THE EVOLUTION OF AN ENTERPRISE

    Staying on track: Enterprise begins with an unwavering singular attention to a core
    objective. In due course this objective may evolve in order to satisfy related community
    needs. In other cases the enterprise attempts to find multiple approaches in completely
    achieving the stated objective.
    Exploring uncharted territory: New perspectives, both external and internal, are born
    through the exploration of uncharted territories. This exploration provides a perspective that helps in visualization of potential solutions for the community needs.
    Personalization – The Internal Journey: Experiencing a need first hand helps personalize the issues and creates a sense of internal dissonance. This results in a burning desire to bring about change which serves as a motivating factor through the difficult phases of setting up an enterprise (dark nights).
    Sustainable Leadership: Leaders are able to look beyond the obvious. They understand their own limitations and develop others with complementary skills to become leaders in their own capacity. A leader encourages unconditional sharing of their ideas.
    Teams – The Building Blocks: Initially people are attracted to a vision that seems to
    address a shared need. Teams form when specific goals are identified to satisfy the vision. This complementary, non-hierarchical group directed by a common goal becomes the fundamental unit of performance.

    First Success: Original plans can go through much iteration before they crystallize into their final form. While the plans change, a resilient team takes shape, held together by the vision and their initial pains and they persevere towards a first success.
    Serendipity: Serendipity is a result of connecting to people, being visible and making the work more visible. Often serendipity is a factor in turning around the fortune of an enterprise There are no predictors of Serendipity, except in all instances the role models had persisted with their ideas against severe pressure.
    Breakthroughs within constraints: Initiated by constraints, innovation emerges from
    searching for a solution that utilizes indigenous capabilities customized to meet specific local needs. It is typically need-driven and incremental and not necessarily transformational.

    Panel Discussion-Women And Enterprises: Success And Role Models.
    Venue: Kanyakumari – Vivekananda Kendra
    Date: 28th December 2009
    Synthesis: Historically entrepreneurship has been a male dominated pursuit, but many of today’s most inspirational entrepreneurs are women. While women’s entrepreneurship has been recognized during the last decade as an untapped source of economic growth, why is their participation low? Why is it neglected at large? How can women be incorporated in the enterprise-led development? What are the success stories out there?

    Panel Discussion-Enabling Rural India To Prosperity.
    Venue: Chennai
    Date: 30th December, 2009
    Synthesis: For time immortal, farming has remained the mainstay of livelihood in rural India. Enormous amount of effort has been devoted to increasing the farming output-whether looking for new ways to organize the farms, to generate higher yields, from the land, to increase animal productivity or reduce risks. However, globalization and liberalization combined with youth migration to cities have put renewed pressure on the viability of rural economies. There is a need to internally re-invigorate the rural economy. And to do this from within and directed towards inclusive growth.

    Panel Discussion-Funding India’s Small Entrepreneurs
    Venue: Hyderabad
    Date: 2nd Jan, 2010
    Synthesis: today India appears to be poised for phenomenal growth and the economy of India is considered as fertile ground for upcoming small entrepreneurs. How
    can be capital made easily accessible to this growing band of entrepreneurs? What are the difficulties any entrepreneur face while seeking for funds? How can be it solved?

    Panel Discussion-Renewable Energy: Opportunities And Challenges Venue: Jamshedpur
    Date: 5th Jan, 2010
    Synthesis: with climate change and market volatility of conventional sources, there seems to be tremendous interest in renewable energy and non-conventional energy generation. Where are we going with bio-fuels, solar panel efficiencies, wind and micro-hide projects to future fuels from algae and hydrogen, what opportunities and challenges lay for entrepreneurs ahead?

    Panel Discussion-Entrepreneurship Education For 21st Century. Venue: Delhi
    Date: 5th Jan, 2010
    Synthesis: the 90s and the first decade of 2000 have seen an expansion of entrepreneurial talent in the country. But much more needs to be done to foster this. Discussion to explore what can be done by schools, parents, organizations and governments to unlock India’s entrepreneurial drive.

    Panel Discussion-The Power Of One.
    Venue: Mithapur
    Date: 10th Jan, 2010
    Synthesis: People Like Mahatma Gandhi, Kiran Bedi, Bunker Roy, E Sreedharan, Sam Pitroda, TN Seshan, and Narayanmurthy are but few of the people who had the guts and gumption to singly take on entire systems and governments to bring about positive change. Be it reforming India’s seemingly impossible election process or cleaning up the city of new Delhi. Be it sharing wealth with thousands of employees or building India’s first world class metro train system, it’s usually been a one man army. Complaining and whining about the “system” and how it can never be changed is India’s most popular spectator sport. But these few people took on impossible challenges and prove every naysayer wrong.


    Kuch badal raha kuch badlenge
    Tab badlega jab badlenge
    Kuch dekha hai kuch dekhenge
    Kuch likha hai kuch likhdenge
    Yaaron chalo, badalne ki rut hai
    Yaaron chalo, sawarne ki rut hai...

    -Wildheartbeats

    Monday, April 26, 2010

    PAIN WHICH KILLS...

    I have cried a million tears
    wanting to see me besides you
    there is nothing i can say
    and nothing yet i can do.

    yeah you still want to play
    go with every other girl and not stay
    yeah it hurts me, crucifies my heart
    but u won't understand!

    have you once...just once felt the pain?
    not of the bruises or the swords
    but of the brutal words?

    my heart craves for your love
    can't you ever be with me?
    not hurt till it kills
    or is that how it has to be?

    my head says to leave you
    my friends say, "walk away"
    but then you say you love me
    and ask, "will you stay?"

    I try to leave and i try to stay
    my mind is so confused so I just pray...
    what do you want just tell me honestly
    tell me once that it will be okay...

    every night i lie alone
    missing you till my heart is blown
    I need you...
    I want you...
    I want you to love me...like I love you.

    -Wildheartbeats 

    Sunday, February 21, 2010

    WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN WHEN WE PRAY??

    I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, ' This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received. I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth. Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. "This is the Acknowledgment Section, my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed." How is it that there is no work going on here? ' I asked. "So sad," the angel sighed. "After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments" "How does one acknowledge God's blessings?" I asked… "Simple," the angel answered. Just say, "Thank you, Lord." "What blessings should they acknowledge?" I asked. "If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. " "And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity." "If you woke up this morning with more health than illness... You are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day. " "If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... You are ahead of 700 million people in the world..." "If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world." "If your parents are still alive and still married...you are very rare." "If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair..." Ok, what now? How can I start? If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all. Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you care to, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are. ATTN: Acknowledge Dept. "Thank you Lord, for giving me the ability to share this message and for giving me so many wonderful people with whom to share it." If you have read this far, and are thankful for all that you have been blessed with, how can you not send it on???? I thank God for everything, especially all my family and friends.

    via partha srinivasan.

    ...Gandhiji was so wrong! i feel. by giving your another cheek to the person who has hit you, you are actually giving him a chance to do that wicked thing again, to have fun in beating you, and keep you under his command. i realised that it is no good in waiting, that the person would somehow change and will stop behaving as he does so, for now. atleast not in today's world. some might change. n there are people who do. but some are stubborn. they don't budge whatever may happen to the poor guy. if you keep mum, people will take you by guilt. if you wait...and keep on waiting for the things to change, without saying any word against them, they would crush you down and leave no trace of you. that doesn't mean u shouldn't be benevolent. it always is in your favour. but where, after being patient and being human; if the situation still persists, then you probably , just need to show that you are not a lame goat but a lion.
            Now-a-days, people are telling me, that i have changed a lot. i am not the same as to what i was a few years ago. i calmly smile back and say, " may be i have learnt the ways of this world."

    -Wildheartbeats

    Thursday, February 11, 2010

    SOMEBODY...


    somebody wants you
    somebody needs you
    somebody dreams 'bout you every single night.

    somebody can't breath without you, its lonely;
    somebody sighs; when with you, its lovely.

    somebody drowns in you, all day long;
    somebody swims in your arms.

    somebody is happy coz you're ecstatic;
    somebody is dancing to your tune.

    somebody hopes that someday you'll see;
    that somebody's me...!!!

    -Wildheartbeats